| | One more done. To everyone new and old: Randy, Dennis & Ali, Charina, Joe, Luke, Fran, Kelsey, John, Lisa & David, Rosanna & Grady, Marcus, Cyndi & Gian, Grammer, Christine, Avinit, Rhoda, Dana, Lena, Tommy, Andy, Ivan, JP, Jean, Qais, TJ, Matt, John, Trang, Rodney, Alex, Heng, Patrick, Mike Young, Mike Tom, Henry, Peter, Wei-li, Paulyn, Subi, Dominique, Jen, Lena, Leah, Danielle, Thea, JR, Daryll, Mike (Xibit) & Cesi, Michael Nguyen, Megan, Jazz, Adrian, Keith, Elrick. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Damn, the 2-O kicked my ass haha. Last night was amazing, thank you everyone that came! Everyone that I cared about in my life was there (except you Christine!). Dennis and Ali, Kelsey, Charina, Joe, John, Fran, Randy, Grammer, Luke, Cyndi and Gian, Marcus, Lisa and David, Rosanna and Grady, and everyone else. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Saturday: moving day. I just wanted to say goodbye to summer and Dublin once again. Summer went by way too fast but in a way I'm glad that its over. It feels like we left San Jose years ago but in reality its been a few months. To everyone I've seen, talked to, hungout with, goodbye: it was fun. Good luck to everyone going back to college and even better luck to those starting. Thank you all for another memorable summer. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| So, my first year of college is now officially over. It has probably been the best year of my life. If I could relive it, I would. If I could watch it again, I would. I met some of the coolest people both in and out of class. It's hard to say goodbye to so many of them. This is going to be a very long summer... I hope next year won't be all that different.
Goodbye to everyone I met this year, it's been a lot of fun. Rodney, Rina, Luke, Andy, Lisa, Christine, Rosanna, Avinit, Fran, Randy, JP, Jean, Mike, Kelsey, Mike, Vivian, Tommy, Cesar, Carmen, Brandon, Chris, Henry, Wilson, Eric, Andy, Roberto, Luke, Kevin, Actor, Jensen, Jesus, Andrew, Alejandro, Kevin, Agnes, Kevin, TC, Eddie, Calvin, Christian, John, Tristan, Dan, Michelle. Good luck to you all and see you next year. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | It's nice to be grounded a little, little too easy being caught up in college and the freedom. I realized that I changed into something I always hated. It needs to change. It's what everyone else wanted. Back to basics. Back to myself. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| (10:04)Tomorrow is the last day I will ever be forced to go to school by law. It's all over. I would always look forward to that day when you could stay home and wake up late and not worry about school coming up. It still hasn't settled in yet. I'm scared. If school won't keep me on track, will I lose all focus and direction? I don't think I can take care of myself like that.
I want to say thank you to everyone. If you've treated me good or bad, thank you. You forced change in me, change for the better.
Freshmen year I was a moldable blob, it was just like every year before. I guess you could call me a 'rocker' just because of that sweatshirt... I was on good terms with everyone from jocks to nerds. So innocent, thinking life was great. Playing Tribes sitting in the corner on a foot high stool. Social life = zero. Online social life = high. People thought I was in my early 20's... This is what I call the black period.
(10:19)Sophmore year... uh... experiences. Online time went down. Still no social life. (yeah yeah, I'm a late bloomer) I guess everything was alright. First experience with a girl even though we never went out. She was using me, but hey: thanks Lisa for showing me what to avoid. ^_^. I met a lot of people this year that led to strong friendships. Treehouse anyone? (grey)
Junior year was a lot of fun. This was a rise and a beginning of what you know today. So yeah, I lost a lot of weight from sophmore year. Honors classes that challenged the f*ck out of me meaning 3+hours of homework in one class alone. Computer time went down dramatically due to school. I finally got out of the house during Thanksgiving break! woo. Played some ID and robbed the theater of our greenbacks. Started going to LANS. I also found alcohol during this time. I still hate the stuff to the day. School is to blame for this. Yeah, I should have gotten into a lot of trouble during this period. Because of uh... stuff. But yeah, it was a lot of fun. We gave birth to the Dublin Underground: a group of us that just liked to have fun. My last drink was sometime near the end of May. This is my 'work hard, let's go be destructive' period in life. I cut Lisa out all together. I met Cri and fell for her. Another attraction that led to rejection haha. It's cool though. Another learning experience. Tomorrow, the last day of school, I was in an accident. My car was f*cked up. I slipped into a mode of depression. I did nothing for a whole week. No computer, walking to my grandma's house for 3 hours, crying constantly. It was all so painful. I wished that I had died in that accident, that I had a shitty car that could have incinerated when hitting the curb. I have just overcome my fear of driving that stretch a year later. I found a job also. (red)
(10:42) Senior year. I had been working all summer, I didn't get out much since my parents lost all trust in me. The longest/ shortest year of school I have ever experienced. Everything came together this year. All the small useless pieces of the puzzle came together. Maybe there was a reason why my schedule was changed? Maybe for the better/worse? Sacrafice. Had a thing for Theresa, more rejection. >_< lol. I really pulled myself together this year. Life was good. I still made some stupid decions. Sober for over a year now. I finally found something that closed the hole in the loop: Abi(gail). It was a big coincidence that we met. It was fun while it lasted but I would not go back to her even if she wanted it. It's a mutual thing now. I did so much for her. She also forced a lot of change in me. I started taking care of my health and body, saving money, and planning for the future. It's a lot of fun being with older people, they have more experience than you, so listen! I guess I opened up to my parents a little more this year. I really built karma this year. I sacrafice myself for everyone. I don't want anything back but I still received. It's amazing watching things go around and come back to you. (ie. prom) This year is definately full of good memories with minimal heartache. (white - purity)
(10:52) Life is amazing. I'm glad that I was never serious about giving up. People that I owe: Alan, Nick, Brian, Joe, Vic, Chris K, Cynthia, Ray, Derrick, Curtis, Cyndi, Crisp, Craig, Chris M, Troy, Mike, Justin J, Doan, Berch, Jason, Adriel, Tomoka, Wolfe, Gurske, Tony V., Sara, Michelle, Golda, Norman, Cameron, Christian, Kris, Max May., Max Moore, Giffin, Corey, Elaine, Norman Wong, Fiedler, Kevin, John, Jon, Maeron, Troy O., Rikka, Morgane, Jackie, Jen J., Jori, Matt Peterson, Chris Diaz, Drew. (11:06-sorry if I forgot you, IM me if you think you should be on here) | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Well today was definately eventful. Long ass story:
Wednesday: realization that I'm not going to prom.
Thursday: Kay (boss's wife) finds out that I'm not going and convinces me to go and Abigail too. Says she'll call the school to see if they can get me in.
Friday: Great America woo! So much fun with the gang: Wolfe, Ray, Cyndi, Joe, Heather, Derrick, Nicky, Berch, Michelle, Curtis, and Daryl. Lines were short and weather was nice. At around 1:00 I get a call saying that I got tickets to prom. I'm supposed to get back to the school by 2:40. Can't since Ace train doesn't leave until 3:40. So I do a lot phone calls. Get home at around 5:00. My mom is pissed off because I never tell her anything. My boss called her and told her about prom and my mom's in shock/panic. They get everything filled out and we're supposed to be set. Call Abigail up and ask about details. Call around for limo. Call Abigail back, some guy: what you want, she's my gf, etc. Me: ok... Pull up resources and get her sister and friend to call her, no answer. I decide to bug the hell out of her. Finally she leaves a voice mail: stop calling me, I'm with my bf, don't call anymore, don't call anymore ever. I'm thinking: about time you came out and said it. So then I'm still arguing with my mom about not going to prom. Takes awhile but I finally get it through to her that Abigail is out of the picture, period. So yeah... Now I got 2 tickets and debating about going or not, I got a suit already. Maybe? Probably? I'll decide Saturday, the day of. I had a limo lined up too. And now it's about 6 hours since I got home and everything is resolved. I thought I'd be sad, I thought I' cry, I thought I'd care... I thought wrong.
Quote of the day(while walking onto the ACE train): some girl "hey, he's kinda hot" talking about me as I walk up the stairs.
So yeah, that's everything in life in a matter of little over 15 hours. Life is wonderous. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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